I am supposed to begin with a sentimental opening about how much I miss WordPress, how much I miss writing on drowningdaisies, how much I reminisced when I scrolled through my old posts, the old ones about you.
I have been thinking about you this summer. After two summers, you have lit me up again, you are like the old fire, rekindled. Am I trying to be poetic? My English has failed miserably, orally and writing. Journalism can never be an option. Things that I have been good at and proud of before, like debate, running, I can no longer take pride in those. I have lost the ability and power to excel. But dear WordPress, I shall write another blog post about this some other time.
I don’t know where to start, it is such a short and boring story. It just trails back to this June/July, he sent me a whatsapp asking if I can go to the ball. He said, the last 3 times I’ve already asked you, can you come this time? (he’s head contact person) So, I just said, sam gu mao lo – OK. Short and sweet.
Fast forward to the ball, I was constantly on the lookout for him. It’s not the obsession or anything, I don’t like him anymore! But, we are still old friends, haven’t seen each other since that October 2013 onesie-crazy meet up. 1 VS. 1. So, I didn’t see him at the ticket booths, but I walked in the hall, found it boring as hell. Someone was singing on the stage! I crowded with T to the front…trying to sway like the crowd was, but the atmosphere was quite unbearable. And I felt un-conservative with my midnight blue (Thanks Mathew) dress.
Someone tapped on my shoulder. I turned around. He was there. It was him! After 2 years, reunited! I hugged him a little bit, not overdone. He didn’t really hug me back, but I was proud of my confidence. He has always been cheeky. We have shared quite a lot of memories. We were main best friends in camp. (ultra-friendzone teehee) I would never forget the campus-tracing, D game night when we ventured among the campus with our group, only to have stumbled across some weird mini rubbish dump at the bottom of the slope. It was night, and it was quite scary. But group 4 was brave. And he was brave. He was leading. I started chasing him and he ran and I chased and he ran. I started to get tired and so did he, so we both slowed before I could catch him. But he was tired and we were laughing. He later wrote that I ran fast and almost got him. 🙂 Other specific memories? Well, he complained my hair was a mess. And too long. He loved complaining. He loved judging her Instagram, calling her a niqqa.
Not in the mood to write anymore, starting to prep seriously for my Wordsworth poems. I hope you see you again, WordPress; but I hope to see him again too. (Healthy competition)
Chow, ciao.